As far as this being a new revolation....not really...as I was walking down the isle to be married I was thinking, well if it doesn't work then there is always divorce. Should have done something then but didn't. I just feel as if we have tried so hard already....should marriage be this stressful. I feel as if I'm taking away from my kids when I'm not happy. And right now I'm not happy. He doesn't want to do counceling again because the last time we did it didn't help or change anything.
All of this is so exhausting, and thank you for all of the advice.