Believe me, I've been on one hell of a rollercoaster ride for months now. I forget what it feels like to be happy or enjoy myself. Constant anxiety, mind constantly racing, not knowing what the outcome will be. My only salvation in all of this is that my wife says she simply doesn't know what she wants. She seems confused and hurt by the way we have interacted over the years. Hopefully I can prove to her over time that my love for her is real, and this marriage is worth saving instead of throwing it all away. Maybe time apart is all we need, but as of now, she is steadfast in how she feels about me (or doesn't feel). Not sure how to get through to her other than just letting her be...