I hate this, I hate all of this. I just want the man that I married back in my life. Then I wake up and realize that will never happen. He has now called several times to see if he agrees to the girls seeing the old babysitter will I still agree to the lower amount. He wants to go back to mediation, but that is impossible now. I HATE IT. And this is just the beginning. So many more tears to come.... And Kat - he has car seats just won't put them in the car.