It is a horrible feeling girl. But finding the difference of being alone and being lonely are two very different things. You really don't need any thing but to feel comfortable with yourself. Friends are nice but they come and go. you will always have you. It's true we keep hearing the same things from everybody here both new and old. Things get so low sometimes it's discusting. " It does get better " Good Luck I hope you find yourself and I'll bet you"ll be PROUD !!!!