Lately it seems all i can think about is attempting it but I think about my son and see that I'm just being selfish and it wouldn't be fair to him. Maybe it's the fact that I might be getting deployed soon overseas and I've noticed that my Husband started talking about all this and not wanting to suffer the pain and the fact that I won't be around... I think that's when all this started when I told him that my unit will be deploying This upcoming January. But it could be more than that. I don't know, I'm almost to the point of giving up! Am I going crazy!? or just being weak and selfish? I always try to put others first before me, am I being a pushover? I try to be happy but the pain seems unbearable that I feel numb at times. How do one overcome this?
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