so far the hardest part I still find after having my heart ripped out and head split open from the divorce is erasing all those past memories with the ex and treating a girl as something new, not comparing with the old.
OH well.
either I can try and have a nice date with a decent girl from a christian dating site or have hot meaningless sex from adultfriendfinder, any cup of booze from the two will hopefully numb the pain.