Just a quick update, not that there is much to say. We have not spoken since her graduation. I told her the ball was in her court, that she should call when when she wanted to talk or had something to say. She said she would think about things. That was more than two weeks ago.
I'm not sure how much longer I can live like this. I love her with all my heart, but to be treated this way is too much to bear. None of her "reasons" for wanting to, as she put it, "split up," can explain this kind of behavior. To throw someone away like garbage...I cannot imagine doing this to someone who has loved you, and always put your needs before theirs, over the past almost 7 years.
I have my second psychologist appointment tomorrow. I'm hoping she can give me some guidance as to what I can do, both for me and my marriage. I love my wife, but I am starting to think that too much damage has been done.
On the plus side, I am starting to feel a little more like myself...and more important, I am becoming more comfortable with the idea of being by myself.
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