You're very right Gigi. It wasn't a date. It wasn't even planned.
As for wanting to reconcile.......nope. She's proved herself to be a shallow, selfish slut. I want nothing to do with her anymore. Do I still think about her? Yes. But I still think about girls I dated in college as well.
As for not being intimate with someone that is the object of my affection. Well, I was married and that relationship was hardly intimate most of the time, so maybe I'm a little used to that? But yeah, I'm not used to that on a new level with a stranger.
Awkward......yes.
Friends.....will have to see what happens. I will probably give her a call tonight just to talk.