I intend to be friendly at some point - just not sure If I can give STBXW the knowledge that she can get everything in a separation including my friendship - separation just happened against my will just last week - I only expressed my love and anguish during the process - feel like I need to see her vent my anger so she knows how angry I am before I become her well trained ex-puppy.
And I have stepped up to the plate - I am learning how to be a great single dad 6 of every 14 days. I will never allow myself to be an absentee father