Perhaps I should have given a little more background info as I did not just go out and get laid last night and think boy this is different.
I found out a ladie that works at the same company was divorced. I had know her for the last 8 yeas as a married person and so was I. We wear both on the Christmas committee and we had a budget to spend so we had a fun time coming up with ways to spend it. Etc etc etc . Basically always new she was fun person and liked her personality but never thought anything of it as we were both married. Then I found out she was D So we started talking and such for about the last month. Went out etc etc . Then it happened. So I do have feelings for her and like her a lot but to say I love her . Well I can’t say that because I can’t even define what love is at this point.
We do have a connection/ I think about her all the time and she does about me as well. She treats me with respect etc etc I guess at one time I would have defined this as love but after getting what I considered burned in my marriage I just don’t know.