I found out today the guy she says she loves was in the same point of his life. So I'm thinking he is having marriage problems too. So I guess I'm looking at two people that needed support and got it, is it love? I don't know, does it feel like love because he is giving her the attention she was looking for. I want so bad just to air all of this out and try to fix it. It is killing me being this close to a girl I love deeply and feeling in a few weeks when she is better she will tell me to hit the bricks. It's hard, very hard. I do know I'm not looking forward to a life without her, she is my everything.
-------------------- She is my music, without her my world falls silent.