I'm in reality and it bites. I'm searching for anything right now that will help. To think about not having her when I wake in the morning, when I go home at night and when I go to bet makes my stomach turn. I never thought that one woman could make me feel this way. Every love song I hear reminds me of her, every minute I can get away I talk to you about her. She is defiantly the biggest part of me and my life, and to think about her not being here kills me a little every time I think of it. I just don't think words can fix this or tell her how I feel about us and how bad I feel for the way I made her feel. I love her with every inch of my body.
-------------------- She is my music, without her my world falls silent.