I am divorcing my husband. I have tremendous guilt over this. I know this is what is right for me, for our family. I just hate to hurt him therefore I am dragging my feet.
I love him, Im just not in love with him anymore. I need to set him free so he can be loved by someone like he deserves. He lives in another State, I just hope he stays there when this is said and done. The kids only seeing him every few months as it is. It will be what they are used to just mom and dad wont be married anymore.
I hate being the bad guy. I really wish he would divorce me so I dont have to do the hurting. Im not a vindictive person and I dont want to play dirty. I just want the papers signed and be done with it. I guess Im living in a fantasy world arent I? Sigh.....
Done venting here. Im new and this is only my second post, you may see me around here alot. LOL