The thing is, he has never trusted me. Always checked up always complained about anyone I talked to (including my family) that he thinks takes away from my time with him. He even told me he can't stand my best girlfriend that I have know since elementary school.
I don't know what else I can do to show him I love him. If I can't prove it by supporting him while he follows his dreams (and doesn't work) or when he has a major medical incident and I spend day and night in the hospital with him, I don't know what will. And I am sick after all of this time never feeling like it's enough, he is never satisified it always should be better and I should do it better.
Every day is a drama with him and the drama is just as intense for a stubbed toe as it is for a death in the family. His attitude is something doesn't immediately go perfectly is "f*** it" and he is done. Leaving me to pick up the pieces.
Basically I constantly feel like his mother and that I don't have a partner an anyway and anytime he "deems" to do something I should bow down and kiss the ground he walks on.
Also thank you for the advice. I have already been doing the research.
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