I have asked him to get help. He refuses to go to consuling either individually or as a couple.
This has always been an issues, but it has gotten worse as we have gotten older. They were livable with issues. Now it's temper tanturms all the time and self medicating with alcohol.
I know at one time I did love him and truthfully there is so much between us now, I am not really sure how I feel other than I am unhappy and while he "listens" to me and it gets better for a couple of weeks. But then I get it held against me that I am unhappy. And this is another one of our issues. Things that I felt we worked out years ago are brought up and thrown in my face in fights. I'm not saying I'm perfect, because I am not and I let him get away with this stuff for a long time.
When my cell phone rings I can now feel my entire body get tense and my blood pressure raise because I know I will be listening to him about how someone in the world had done him wrong.
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