I could handle the just not doing anything. I have for years, but it's the screaming, yelling, temper tanturms, alcohol, the world is out to get me, I know better than everyone and everyone else in the world is stupid attitude, coupled with his constant critism of me that I can't handle. I mean, if you couldn't close down the baby exersaucer in two mintues would you really throw it across the room in front of your children and scream "f*** it" even after I have told you repeatively not to act like that especailly in front of the kis.
As for counseling. I would have no problem going, would love to go, because I know I have issues as well, like why I let him go on so long treating me this way before I said something, and why do I always fall for the "bad boys." But he won't let me. If I went it would "appear" to everyone that we have issues and godforbid we ever do anything that would make us look bad to our friends or family.
I guess it just comes down to he know longer seems me as me and if I try and be me and it's not what he wants all hell breaks loose as well. It all has to be about him and if I do something that isn't all about him he freaks!
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